Its My Life

2011-12-26T10:05:00.000-08:00

有人在生日时送了一本日记给我
她说日记和blog 不同
blog 有人在看，日记却可以把所有在心里的话
毫无保留的写进去
说真的她说的没错
只不过
那份用手写的动力
已不在了

还是会继续写下去
不过没那么频密了
答应你一定会好好保护那本书 =D

暴风雨的前夕
都是平静的

成绩即将出炉的前一个星期
我依然得过且过的过着
已知道成绩的好坏
根本没那个勇气
去接受那事实

种种的事情
让自己已害怕面对
害怕作出选择

累了
自己一直以为的可能
原来都是自己骗自己
到头来
依然无法把不可能
变为可能

很多事情
都不需要理由
也都
没有理由

=)

2011-12-21T09:01:00.000-08:00

再一次地
看了一遍“喜爱夜蒲”
吸引我的
不是那些花花绿绿的夜生活
更不是那些天使面孔，魔鬼身材的女演员
反而是那种种的故事情节
有种有感而发的心情

王子愛上了公主. 公主对王子說 "你愿意在城堡外连续等我一百天, 我就和你在一起." 于是王子等了一天, 兩天...一直到第九十九天的那個晚上, 他离开了公主的城堡.
愛, 是需要双方的付出. 王子用了九十九天去证明他的愛, 用最后一天拾回自己的尊严.

朋友用作比喻说给我听的故事
却让它旧旧地烙在我脑里，忘不了

这首歌，更是听了又听。

有人告诉我，
自己想的，做的，决定的，更本就很矛盾。
连自己都怀疑自己

到现在
看来应该真正的，过去了
只不过，
这一切来得迟了些许。

当两个非常相近，非常投契的画家，
在差不多的时间，画出不同的画的时候，而大家也都有机会欣赏对方的画的话
双方就会对对方的画产生兴趣
但随着时间，随着年龄的增长，大家画出来的画
可能慢慢会有不同的feel , 不同的情绪在里面

每个画家都有自己独特一贯的风格
没必要为了对方而改变自己

直到有个地步，大家已经再不会怎么去欣赏对方的画

那就是双方分开的时候了。

铭

2011-11-16T10:58:00.000-08:00

成熟的定义，我搞不懂

对不起，

2011-11-04T11:58:00.000-07:00

话不说清楚

误会只会越来越深

无言

‘或许，以一个朋友的立场，你做多了’

这句

早就应该相信了

太

迟了

=D

2011-10-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

Noob,

Listen this =)

2011-10-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

Well,

the feeling is just complicated.

unable to express anything

Hmm.

There's too many things happened in such a short time

Whatever stuffs.

Family, Studies, Sports, Clubs, Events, Friends, Relationships.

Found that everything around me was actually changing.

even myself.

Facebook's new layout.

The status that you posted last year appeared sometimes.

Felt that

the ME when i used to post everything up to facebook gone.

If you ever noticed

nowadays really lesser status from me.

or i should say,

no more life updates.

most of it are the feelings.

Just dunno why.

Even someone said

"You din update your facebook also de. Dunno how're you doing liao. "

being matured? or being boring

somehow, i actually miss the old me.

Think nothing, Do nothing, Worry nothing

People around asking me the same question over and over again

and yea

I'm answering the same answer over and over again.

already missed it once,

you wouldn't want to miss another one.

Just need some time.

p/s: Things will be fine. Get over it and you're still yourself. =)

p/s: Happy Birthday Old Woman :)

Time to get back.

2011-09-07T06:43:00.000-07:00

After whole month breaks,

continued by Raya Holidays,

1 month plus I din go for any sports.

Now,

New semester, new class, new ppl, new friends.

Time to change,

time to get back the previous state.

6 hours sports continuously,

Jogging, then Frisbee, last Handball.

Sweating is just making me feel good.

Found something new.

I guess i hurt my knee.

Seems like Old injury now.

SHeet.

Well, will try to adjust back my time

and also

myself. =)

btw, Happie birthday to a noob.

Good luck in your paper. =)

Raya Break

2011-08-31T10:28:00.000-07:00

Drove back to Taiping to visit my uncle who just had his operation few weeks ago

Hope everything's alright =)

Went to my cousin's house.

Played with her 2 little dog.

Toy puppy is just too cute.

Too bad my house got no one to take care of.

It's pretty difficult to take their pictures. Geez.

Mui Mui

BoBo

Last holiday for me.

seriously after the break

really gonna start studying

HARD and SMART

gotta set my new target

Everything will be fine =)

New Jerseys

2011-08-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

Finally

the last jerseys before my term end.

Due to the choices of colours lacking,

our jerseys end up with Black based and orange strips.

Pretty love the design.

but if wearing for Competition,

cant imagine the heat we absorb under the hot sun.

@.@

Ultimate Frisbee Friendly with Nilai-UC

2011-08-18T03:18:00.000-07:00

Arrange a friendly with Nilai-UC last friday,

Glad to see everyone improving themselves.

Compared to last time we lost to them for 16-9

This time the results shows that we improved alot.

still lost to them but yea. the final score was 18-16. =)

All the best, people.

Finally. Updated.

2011-08-13T11:15:00.000-07:00

Due to a Noob keep scolding me.

Saying my blog going to be dead.

So I'll just post something on la.

Got the feeling that wish to post every single things that happen in my life now.

At least something that worth to share it. =)

Well,

Friends around me keep changing,

from my primary school friends,

until I joined Scout,

then Maintenance Board (LM),

Purple House members,

TTC Home Tuition Centre,

finally my schoolmates that studied together for 5 years,

after that my 1st batch of friends in Uni,

Coursemates, room mates, block mates,

1st club i joined in INTI, Handball Club,

and then Ultimate Frisbee Club,

followed by Student Action Club ( STACT ).

All and all, people around me switching and switching.

might not be long, but at least we got the time to get to know each other,

play with, work with, have fun with, care with,

Every every single moment.

I appreciated that, deeply from my heart.

Although there might be some little tiny conflict.

You guys sure wondering who are they,

Well, I'm trying my best to look for the pictures through Facebook.

A good thing,

at least i tidy up all the pictures that tagged into my external harddisc.

So shall we begin?? LOL

Start with.. yea my primary schoolmates.

No idea why i got this.

As i said, Primary school classmate tagged me in facebook. LOL

6A class gathering 2008

6A class gathering 2009

6A Class Gathering 2010

So, yea, spot me? haha

Scouts? We got very less photos.

Maybe because all of us are guys.

No girls taking photos, that's why. =)

Last picture among us with Full Scout Uniform. ( AGM 2009 )
Last picture taken by me from the view as Assistant Troop Leader 1
One of the gadget that we built during Odessey Aeon Campfire Night

yea. 5 meters high
Prom Night 2009

(see, told you no girls)

Form 5 Personal Training Camp 2008

Can't list out everything. =)

Next,

Maintenance Board (LM)

oh gosh, see the differences? with girls and without

I got tons of pictures with these bunch of peoples.

Erm, dun ask me why. Someone edited and tagged me. LOL

Camp survey 2009

Camp Survey 2009

Trip to Tanjung Sepat (2009)

Picture from Feb 2010

the reason Jun Yang covering his hair,

because he just came back from National Service

Port Dickson Trip (2011)

Melaka Trip (2011)

The Twins' birthday (2010)

Gathering at Daorae Korean Restaurant (2010)

Gathering at Sunway BBQ & Steamboat (2010)

Picture taken before Dang yao flying off. AGAIN.

yea again. (2011)

Spot the letter 'L' and 'M'?

Inter or gathering 2010.

Cant remember.

Purple House,

elected as Captain for purple house 2009,

Just manage to get Silver for the every event i taken,

but overall,

Purple house still Champion.

Purple House Camp 2008 ( Warriors)

Purple House Camp 2009 ( Galaxy )

Edited

Not gonna show every single picture that we taken during our preparation. =)

Come to me if you're interested.

TTC Tuition Centre?

A tuition centre that accompanied me for 5 years since Form 1.

The tutors, students, even the tutors parents.

cant forget what i learnt from them.

Steamboat at Sunway with You Hang

You Tian's ( Principal of Tuition Centre) Wedding Dinner

TTC Year End trip to Terrenganu

Schoolmates? Ahh

I'll just put some of the graduation pictures la.

Most of us knew each other since primary

Sie Wayne. LOL

Class-T

Ga Jie, Ie-Win,

keep scolding me for not looking for her after graduated. LOL

Primary Classmates till now.

Ky and Jun, sit so far de meh?? -__-

Graduation Day 2009

5S2 Classmates with Sheren.

Prom Night 2009

5S2 Class Trip to Langkawi (2009)

Friends in Uni?

nah thats too many of them,

I'll show those who always hang out with.

Foundation Classmates (2010)

McD Breakfast Promotion.

woke up in the early morning

5am. -__-

Foundation Classmates (2010)

Celebrating Teck Hui's birthday@Station One, Jaya One

Installation Night 2010

Handball Club?

Putrajaya Handball League 2010

3rd Placing
Handball Committee Training Camp 2011
handball committee training camp 2011
Les Lee's Birthday celebration in his house. (2011)
KL Handball Open 2011

Ultimate Frisbee and Handball workshop 2011

Student Action Club

LOL

开心就好 filming

Youth Camp 6

STACT General Committees

INTI Ultimate Frisbee

StingRays,

Gosh.

My 1st Tournament Open, Nottingham Open 2010

Friendly with Nilai-UC

INTI Ultimate Open 2011

Starbucks @ Alamanda

Trip to Melaka 2011

Homemade Steamboat at Cafeteria

Sending Wilson off, LOL

So yea, Thats's all i guess.

Initially more pictures were chosen,

due to laziness. LOL

That's why so little. =)

All the best.

Will really wish to hold the every single moments.

To be Updated

2011-08-09T12:14:00.000-07:00

Watched back an old movie.

Meaningful,

Especially the songs,

Bring back all my memories.

Tidying all the pictures in my facebook,

Trace back 1 by 1.

All the memories.

心里很多想说，表达不出，才是重点

listen this.

Geeeezz

2011-06-28T22:36:00.000-07:00

他妈的

要逞英雄

何必踩着别人自己往上爬

做的这么辛苦

有没有人拿枪逼你做？

做了又要说自己

有多忙多忙

博别人的同情？

如此低能

呸

2011-05-09T10:47:00.000-07:00

Not smart enough

Not talented enough

Not tall enough

Not special enough

Not good enough

Not experience enough

Not confident enough

Not talkative enough

Not prefect enough

JUST

NOT ENOUGH

2011-04-20T18:29:00.000-07:00

Whenever you saw something,

Thats not a fact yet.

It still might some hidden msg,

or actual facts behind it.

The cover look nice,

doesn't mean that the content would be awesome too.

People tend to give a conclusion once they saw something.

In fact, they're wrong.

Sorry

Maybe im just not good in handling these.

or should say.

My mind not ready for it yet.

Others, might look better than mine 100 times.

I dun wanna to be in that way

because of the feel of guilty.

its unfair.

to anyone.

Seriously

feel like talk to someone and blast everything in my mind out.

find a place and shout everything out.

Do something to release everything out.

Sorry,

Im sucks.

Rules and Regulations F.T.W.

2011-04-11T01:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday just watched Singapore old movie

"Just Follow Law"

Jack Neo

Purposely download it and watch over again.

Seriously

Rules and Regualtion

F*** the world.

Thats not the main purpose that i took the responsibility.

I accepted

is because i got my own idea

my own style, my own method to handle

In the end.

This cannot That cannot.

Everything follow this by this.

Whenever new ideas coming out.

"oh, Previous year doesn't did this,

Last 2 years we did this, this and this."

"This one cannot be like that, must like that like that, last time is like that de."

Things which can be done 1 month early,

just because of the previous reference doesn't showed in that way

need to re-change everything again and delay the work.

In the end,

the work delayed

My fault again.

WTF. seriously.

Start from the beginning,

till now.

i admit.

i lost the passion

for doing these.

Everything follow tradition way.

Everything following reference.

fine, follow your way

好听，就叫规规矩矩

难听，就叫死死板板

一成不变

Now i realize

why some country or organization can't improve

no offence

Yes or No

you're the one who deciding

Not me.

At last

blaming others for the wrong decisions

Thats enough

I'll quit

after this.

Not anymore.

Unless get someone who really can work with

but i guess

none of it.

Sorry to say that.

no hard feeling,

if you think i'm talking about you

kthxbye.

signing off,

c17

Updates.

2011-03-09T09:50:00.000-08:00

Well,

since someone said that my blog din update for quite along time.

Maybe i'll just post something up.

Recently,

Holding few events in my hand.

Organizing Chairperson for INTI Ultimate Open 2011

Organizing Chairperson for Youth Camp 6

Organizing Chairperson for INTI Marathon 2011

Well, thats not the point i wish to point out.

Sometime just wondering.

What am I doing right now.

I admit.

Im taking the ONLY freaking subject.

yea. result sucks made me need to retake it again.

Taking only 1 subject doesn't mean that I'm FREAKING free.

Everything push to me

and expect me to give you a solution

which the others do nothing at all.

As we standing on the same line

Aren't we should be doing the same thing.

Or AT LEAST share some of my workload.

Just because Im active in organizing events?

Or maybe as you guys said

Im more experience in organizing?

If you said so.

What for Im paying the half of the tuition fee

while you guys just need to do nothing and pay zero?

Honestly speaking,

In the whole group,

Am I the only one who just doing something?

Dun count the responsibility of your post.

although some of you dun even do your job.

Ask yourself.

Im not complaining or what.

Im busying with 2 big events right now

and you pushed a new one to me.

I dun mind to lead it

but at least.

show me that all of you guys at least are doing something

but not just every time meeting

talking crap, fooling around

in the end,

do nothing.

and im the only one doing everything again.

No people want to hold the event

SO DO I,

Dun tell me that because Im only holding 1 subject.

1 Subject no need to study,

1 Subject no tests. no assignments?

IF you realize,

What the others doing?

I dare to tell you.

NOTHING

Not at all.

This problem pissed me off for a long time.

I dun wanna mention it out

cause i still treat you guys as a whole gang

i dun wan offend anyone

although i dunno what will they think if i voice out

scolding behind me cause im pissing them off?

or maybe they will really be ashamed for not doing anything.

I dunno

I did alot of preparation stuff,

research, I did,

Discussion, I did as well.

But won't you know an event need everyone to work together so that it can be success?

So far,

who can i work with?

2? or 3 ppl?

I admit,

Im not a good leader.

One of the event proved me that im not a good one.

Now i realize what it meant by

Higher expectation, Higher Disappointment.

Im now trying my best.

to make the coming one better.

Im not pointing anyone,

Im just wanna release everything out.

If you wanna related it to yourself.

I cant say anything

Just a sorry will do i guess.

This blog dead for few months

and you're consider lucky if you're reading this post right now

after you finish reading

just keep quiet

and keep this for your own

dun ask

dun say anything

and dun criticize anyone.

Thats all

at least, i feel relieved after posting this,

Signing off,

c17

Why me??!!

2010-12-08T10:34:00.000-08:00

Dun ask me why,

I just wonder.

Why me??!!

Sometimes really pissed off,

Stop it.

and get lost!

Penang Hattttttttt!!!!!!! =D

2010-12-06T01:11:00.000-08:00

My very 1st Hat tournament for Frisbee.

Ethan asked me when the date confirmed.

I hesitated for few days,

In the end, i decided to join.

at 1st was Ethan, Jian Shen, Darren, Yubin and me was going.

But JS pulled out in the last minute and replaced by Yeng Joe. =.=

however, there is no difference cause this is an individual game,

which they will separate all of us into different groups.

Followed Hui Xin's car to Parkson and fetched by Ethan to Bukit Jalil,

Get into 3pm bus, and 4 of us ( YuBin wan a comfortable bus which is Aeroline =.=)

reached Penang at 8. met with Yubin and we went for dinner.

Checked in, Bath, Settle everything down, Ethan's Gf brought us to eat supper.

Next day was the Hat.

5 of us divided into 4 diff groups,

YengJoe and Darren was in the same group. LOL

my team was black team, and named black hawk. LOL

there were 2 seniors, which is captain Donie, and also Louis,

and 4 junior players, Wingyern, Zainal, Kelly and me.

and also 4 totally newbies. =)

Skipped all the matches.

VERY LUCKY, and we din expected that.

We got the champion, LOL

Most of the point we scored was using the same tactic.

Played for almost all the points during semi and finals.

Pushed myself into the Maximum already.

Cramped 9 times in a day. and i cramped 3 times during finals. LOL

i learnt a lot during the hat..

the 2 seniors player used to be runner as well.

but they sacrifice themselves to be a handler.

gotta improve my handling, =)

Overall, Scored 14 points and 2 assists for the hat..

but i did mistakes as well.

something to add on.

My parents doesn't know that i went to Penang,

Just dun wan them to worry =)

All costs was my own pocket money. T.T *ouch*

anyway! all the best to my teammates. Hope to see you guys again =)

signing off,

c17

Hmmm...

2010-11-11T08:44:00.000-08:00

Today

another batch of INTI students graduated from university.

graduation.

CHS Graduation 2010 just passed last week.

now another graduation again.

made me think of the CHS graduation 2009.

Time flies so fastt.

Its like Freaking fast.

5 years secondary school life ended like that.

Couldn't say that perfect.

but at least

I tried my best to do everything what i can do.

The only thing i regret for.

is joining any sports and representing CHS.

Everyone in CHS was wondering when is the last day for secondary school.

I would say.

if i got a choice.

I'll prefer back to High school.

Instead of University.

First is the studies.

Second, is we still can enjoy the fun compared to Uni life.

These 2 weeks.

should be a very busy week.

full with tests and assignments.

and the following week

i won be going back again.

will be back on 27th i guess.

then prepare for final

until 14th of Dec.

I wonder

Am I doing the right things.

Choosing the right choices.

Haihh..

CHS Graduation 2009 =)

signing off,

c17

Stressed.. =(

2010-11-07T01:25:00.001-07:00

Stressed

Dunno why,

Feel like damn stressed now..

everything wasn't done while time is getting lesser.

Test 2 and Finals coming.

Trainings,

Assignments,

Presentations,

Proposals,

None of them are done..

Cant really catch up in some subjects..

sometimes i wonder

Am i really chosen the right course.

or maybe just

because my dad is an engineer

and parents expectation for me is a professional.

I really dunno.

I dun feel like studying.

I rather do something more practical.

instead of holding a book and study.

confused

Really confused.

Need someone to talk to badly...

advices...

haih..

signing off,

c17

INTEC Ultimate Open

2010-10-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

23rd October

Should be my day cause of 23

but seems like.

Not really.

Was so excited about this tournament.

Aiming for top 4 after knowing the grouping draw and players that joining.

however,

when we reached there.

Mun Hon told us that we had been change to the toughest group.

2 Potential Champion were in the same group with us.

nevermind.

I believed that we could still make it.

Played 5 matchs,

scored 8 and 1 assisted.

was actually scored 8 points and 1 assist

for 4 games.

Din really played for game against Take 1.

which pissed me off after that.

I understand everyone was trying to play in the games and help the team.

so DO I.

but as a captain for the team

I Had mentioned that

if you confident that you enough energy and won't be slacking for all the times.

Only you go for the games.

I cant understand why you're stubborn to get into the games while you're not enough stamina for the important points.

Thats the last chance

we lost 3-1 to Take 1.

where i only played 1 point.

Game ended.

Next game was against Sate.

I tried my best to stay in all the points.

I played for 4 points.

Scored 2 and assisted 1.

We still lost 6-4

I really tried my best to lead the team.

compared to the last 2 tournament i joined

I yelled and shouted for few times towards my teammates

which i never do be4.

maybe i should consider

move on and look for a better solution.

IM TIRED.

Waiting for your Invitation, JS

signing off,

c17

Update

2010-10-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

Uhmmm..

Seems like this blog getting empty

after i dun really update it anymore.

Just a short update.

Hmm..

maybe i should start from

I've been staying in INTI campus for almost 1 month plus.

yeap. no doubt.

you'll be asking.

why im staying so near but dun wanna go back huh?

weekends are packed.

revisions, camps, competition, tournaments.

fully used.

proved that im not wasting time huh? =)

pretty good.

at least i get the chance to get the feel

yea. the long distance from home's feel.

LOL

dun be jealous ppl.

miss me?

oh don't. miss my crap perhaps.

Just went to a camp last weekend.

and i started missing those day i went to camping my my scouts mates

in the jungle.

yea in the jungle.

seems like more suits me.

Dad was asking me to join for a trip to Kota Kinabalu next year.

around March.

Still depends..

Hmm..

btw,

this saturday

will be another frisbee tournament.

held at UiTM Shah Alam field.

Hope can get at least top 5.

Under pressure . 0.o

just wish the luck still with me.

not still. come to me.

Look Forward! =)

Signing Off,

C17

Low Profile

2010-09-30T09:29:00.000-07:00

Dunno why

since form 4

everything which related me or even around me

always be the topic of my friends

but then for now

i guess keeping a low profile will suits me more

more quiet

no more showing out

you know i know is more than enough

keep it for your own

might be a better choice

All the best in your exams =)

signing off,

c17

Memories

2010-09-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

Just noticed that,

My facebook pictures that ppl tagged me reached 1000.

made me flip back one-by-one.

Look back all the pictures

Many thing flash back in my mind.

i remembered everything that happened for the past few years.

From pictures from TTC ( my previous tuition centre),

Classmates, Scouts, LM, Purple House, Frisbees, so called "Lok Lok gang"

till now

just feel that

Time really flies very. very.very fast.

How I wish i could back to the Life i ever had.

More Easy

More Relax.

More innocent.

Anyway

everything just passed.

Look forward.

All the best People.

Just Keep Moving

Face the fact. She's not yours. =)

signing off,

c17

Finally. Relieve.

2010-09-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

People always grew up after they faced something.

yea. Faced alot of thing.

not on me. but all around me.

some good. some bad.

Nothing is perfect.

While You choosing something, you need to sacrifice something as well.

and now.

made my decision again.

i choose something.

in other way.

i sacrificed something.

something that confused me for a long time.

no longer in my mind.

finally.

I got a relieved feel.

Jump High. Aim High.

At last Im still a loser. =)

off,

c17

=)

2010-08-22T02:05:00.000-07:00

sparks

Just Sparks.

I always believe in that

but now.

seems like im wrong.

very very big wrong.

anyway

nothing loss.

just back to starting

everything

start from zero.

not perfect.

anymore.

signing off,

c17

Blah Blah Blah

2010-08-16T19:23:00.000-07:00

Dunno why,

nowadays having headache.

=.=

just dunno why.

btw

my muscle freaking pain now.

whole body. serious. shit.

Assignment, Projects, tutorials,

all start coming to me.

My life getting boring and boring.

almost everyday doing the same thing.

Gah...

Someone told me

Must be smart enough to decide what to do and what not to.

although she's referring other things.

but i related to some other thing.

Just hope.

I wont make the wrong decision again.

No regrets.

for PMR trials ppl.

all the best. =)

really. tired.

last one.

not anymore.

at least for now.

Happy Birthday!! =)

2010-08-03T09:52:00.000-07:00

Happie Birthday

YAP BING HAO

you waste my brain juices to plan 2 surprise for you.

LOL

i guess the most surprise is i invited your Johor, Kluang best friends came to here. XD

Hope you enjoyed la! =)

still got alot of pics but i lazy go and take from others. XD

signing off,

c17

=)

2010-07-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Such a long time i din update my blog.

so maybe i should post something that happen recently. =)

so guess what,

time really flies very fast.

17/7/2010

was the day for TUO and installation night.

and now already 2 weeks later.

TUO was the 2nd tournament that i joined since i joined INTI team.

at least i learnt to be more experience in my position.

The top scorer in the team =)

Still got alot need to improve la.

Just work hard. =)

Heee. :D Taylors

Installation Night,

the night straight after TUO.

TUO end at 5.30pm

rush back to INTI at 6pm.

Rush to Installation Night at 6.30

Rush huh?

used to it. LOL

and now.

As I said be4 about my facebook status,

"Seems like Im duplicating my secondary Life"

I've been elected as the

New Chairperson for INTI Ultimate Frisbee Club,

Treasurer of INTI Handball Club,

Multimedia Coordinator of INTI Stact Club.

It was like wtf.

everything suddenly some to me.

shit.

Just hope that i can coop with it.

Next will be the steamboat i have with the retards and Yi Chin + Tze Yee

Take a bus to Subang INTI and meet up with Yao.

went to steamboat at 6.30 with yang and hue,

talked alot of crap

dunno why.

i just enjoyed the time i spent with them =)

meet up some long lost friends.

talk alot. eat alot. take alot. of picture.

LOL

anyway

All the best ppl.

Drink more Barley. =)

BYE BYE

Signing off,

C17

2 updates =)

2010-06-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

Blahh!

such a long time i din update this blog

so i shall start from the trip i went.

Cherating =)

It wasn't a really nice trip

who i went along was all those kids.

Not in my range

No people playing around with me.

How sad. LOL

Btw i like the beach, sand, sea, and also the waves.

1st beach I went was Redang when i was 5

Thats why till now i got a high request for going a beach or seaside.

anyway.

3 days 2 nights trip just over.

...................................................................................................................

Followed by Youth Camp 5

this is a camp that all those form 4s and 5s from few secondary schools joined

From this camp

i really learned alot

know alot of new friends too

Start from Thursday once i went back Inti,

Preparation Work made me working for 53 hours without sleeping

During the camp

Im the 1st time being an Emcee in front of everyone.

It was really Tiring

But

I enjoyed it much.

Btw! GAHH!!!

most of the Campers or Participants

Thought that im 20++ years old!

AM I LOOK THAT OLD!!!

they was so shock when i told them im ONLY 17++ during the last day!

LOL

i think thats all.

Hope can work with you guys once again.

for participants

hope can see you guys next year.

King Cobra

Double-Trouble
Fifa

Wildcats

Eleven

Oh My Dog~

Kungfu Rooster

Meh Meh~~

Well-Being

signing off,

c17 =)

Semester Break

2010-06-08T11:00:00.000-07:00

YES

Im having Semester Break now.

for almost 1 month

thats fast

6 months over.

and finish 1 semester

faced alot of problem during this 6 months

Happy, Embarrass, Angry, Disappointed

but still

Im not regret having those ppl to be my classmates

They're just fun enough

most memorable

i guess is we used up almost all the tables in the pool center.

6 tables we used up 4. LOL

and

Went to Cyber cafe.

10 or maybe more of us

CS, dota, fifa, L4D

Just hope we still can see each other next semester. :)

Oh ya

I bought the Mercurial.

finally

but then is yellow one.

Im finding the Lime Green for almost half year,

give up edi, haih.

after bought the Yellow one.

got a feeling why dun i choose the purple or orange.

LOL

anyway

maybe when got extra money

i might buy both of them as collection.

finally

i guess

Im the one being fooled all the time

not gonna figure it anymore

not even once.

cheer up guys.

the world is still beautiful.

turning mood to,

Something That I Already Know - Backstreet Boys

signing off,

c17

Everything is Overim

2010-06-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

Everything is over.

yea

Finals are over

3 days

72 hours

all the subject cant say i finished it excellent

but at least got a B i think.

Hope can get a full As

not 4.0

but 3.67 is more than enough. :)

At last

I made the choice that struggle me

and perhaps

It will be right one.

no regrets

Be Your Own :)

Im tired

signing off,

c17

Finals Approaching

2010-05-30T08:38:00.000-07:00

2moro will be the 1st day of Finals

still not get into the mood yet.

gahh

screw it.

hope i wont ruin it,

good luck to me.

and

yea anyone.

signing off,

c17

2010-05-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天  睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的  我想你已表现的非常明白  我想你已表现的非常明白  我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得  你说你也会难过我不相信  你说你也会难过我不相信  牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经  希望他是真的比我还要爱你  我才会逼自己离开  你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开  你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开  为什么还要我用微笑来带过  我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他  不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过  你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开  为什么我连分开都迁就著你  我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快  我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你   你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开  为什么还要我用微笑来带过  我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他  不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过  你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开  为什么我连分开都迁就著你  我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快  我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

.............................................................................................

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you
What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
www.musicloversgroup.com
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side,
Where love will find you
What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?
Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?
Im tired :(

Oh come on.

2010-05-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

Saturday went to subang training with TFKs again

this time even better.

playing under the rain.

such a long time i din go under a rain

i enjoyed playing games with whole body wet!

last time i did this was playing football with scouts at school field.

memorable. :)

btw

screw the sand

my foot injured although im wearing shoes.

luckily im wearing shoes

better than others who don't. haha

Din go back to hostel at Sunday night.

having study break now.

will be back on Thursday

seriously

home alone wasn't fun.

bored like hell

nothing to do.

everyone having class or exam

dun wanna disturb them

gah! end up doing nothing.

should go back and study for my finals!

next week!!

NOOO!!!!

btw positive side

after final i'll be free for 1 month plus.

HHHhhhheeeee :)

dun jealous pls.

good luck

and

all the best :)

complicated, im confused. whats now?

signing off,

c17

Back To Normal

2010-05-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

Now i know

whhy people can sit on their computer chair for whole day.

since standard 1 to form 5

honestly speaking

i spent my time outside more than inside my room or even home.

during afternoon session

im still went out at 7 something

follow my mom to her office.

wait until 11 something

she'll fetch me to school

went to school early in the morning.

maybe 6 something be4 7am

then will stay in school until the school end.

so basically during afternoon session

my life was different with others who stay in their house.

until 11 something then school bus.

Morning session.

reached school at 6 something.

most probably the earliest one

wait for the guard open the gate.

den after school

unlike others went back to home

i prefer stay in school

or went to tuition

usually reach home at 7 or 8pm

basically,

my life spent in the school is much more than in house.

ask yan jang will do,

cause during primary school.

after school im not going back home.

is either stay in school or his house LOL

UNTIL

i went to INTI

no more outside for me.

is either Lecture room or Hostel Room

haih.

seriously

i prefer a busy life

which dun stay inside indoor

Outdoor activities is still the best

at least i won feel lifeless

doing nothing

looking at laptop

SIEN AAA!!!!

Doing something impossible,

is just wasting your time

be smart Jason Ong Chang Meng :)

signing off,

c17

Busy

2010-05-10T01:57:00.000-07:00

gonna busy for these 2 weeks

Tests, Assignments, Presentations,

fully booked my days

at least i got something to do.

if possible

futsal, handball, frisbee swimming, basketball,

or maybe

FOOTBALL

i wish to play everyday single day.

say

BYE BYE

fool again :)

signing off,

c17

Sports Day 2010

2010-05-10T01:46:00.000-07:00

In the end

8th of May over

5 months was really fast

promised them I'm going back to help

yet me and Yi Shiuan fulfilled our promise.

not sleeping for whole night

but dunno why

feel that this year weren't fun as last year

i mean the atmosphere

last year i remembered the red house ppl was sitting and lying on the field

singing loud loud

but this year

was so quiet.

anyway

congratz those who achieved their aim.

Marching team

dun be disappointed

at least you guys enjoyed the moment you guys spent together. :)

Deco Team

i personally feel that ours can be considered as top 2 edi

just the stupid rules. :)

but then remember the days and effort your guys put in.

i miss the days

still 400m, 4x400m and lompat kijang

hope i can take part every year. :)

i cut my hair, even worst now :(

anyway congratz. :)

signing off,

c17

Wrong

2010-05-05T10:42:00.000-07:00

Maybe

I just made the wrong decision.

In everything.

Just wrong

You lost something when you got something

2010-04-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

Officially full 4 months

i had been staying Inti Nilai.

Dun ask me why came all the way from PJ to Nilai to study.

Everything was unexpected.

I din expect i need to came over to Nilai to study.

I din expect i need to stay over here, i was planning going back everyday.

I din expect to drag my driving lesson so that long

I din expect I cant teach in TTC anymore.

i din expect I cant get any scholarship for my studies

SCREW IT

even the Nerds can get it. SUCKER.

all the unexpected was not in my plan Form 5

Now.

all gone..

I lost the chance to gather with my high school friends everyday

I lost the chance to celebrate their birthday

I lost the chance to teach in TTC

I lost the chance to help out for Scouts in my high school.

I almost lost everything

that i planned during my form 5.

These

were those unexpected.

somehow i feel regret sometimes when i thought back my decision to study here

but then

turn the other way to think

as the title said

you got something when you lost something

I lost everything what i expected.

but

I Got to knew a bunch of friends from all over the Malaysia

I got to join any activities i wish

If im studying near my house,

after finish class i gotta go back, no extra sports.

the most important

i got my freedom which i wish to have since long time ago

I can do whatever i want here

Sports, supper with friends,

all daily activities is in my own.

4 months

is just a starting

keep regretting are useless

one of my friend said.

"where is the optimistic chang meng went? , last year i din even see you dun smile at all"

yea. she's right.

back to normal.

although I'm really angry about the scholarship thing

but now.

i know i will get back something since i lost my scholarship. :)

so cheer up everyone

nothing gonna come to the end.

emo won help you

Dun worry, be happy..

If I Let You Go - Westlife

signing off,

c17

Training with TFKs

2010-04-30T11:14:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday

went to join TFKs training.

Taylor Frisbee Knight if im not mistaken.

Please think is the right way k. :)

They were't that bad as what JS said.

They got the potential to be better

so dun give up guys.

and you guys need to improve in you cutting,

means movement. seriously

Defense too. Train someone to be the 2nd Darren

1 is not enough

Easy to lose by long throw :)

Zan Hong or Jia Ler will do.

Just advice. :)

Hope to play with you guys in competition.

All the best.

Dun Worry, Be happy. :)

Just Lock your door.

signing off,

c17

2 Years Anniversary

2010-04-15T09:20:00.000-07:00

2 Years Anniversary

what a lousy anniversary.

LOL

all the best to you

which choice should i make now? :)

put more effort? haha

signing off,

c17

Frustrated

2010-04-02T12:16:00.000-07:00

Start from Tuesday night

i started feeling sick

is like slightly headache or something

din really care much about that

Wednesday afternoon was a good day

Big sun

but i feel cold.

My friends told me i was having a fever

i ignore them

coz i din tried fever be4

Honestly

lived for 18 years

i seriously din tried fever be4

during the night

i was suffered

whole night was a nightmare

shivering for the whole night

slept at 10 but woke up at 11, 1, 4 and 6am

Thursday

more terrible

my friend said my fever had upgraded

high fever now

whole body was like no energy

went to class from 8 to 6

the most packed day for the week

7 hours class.

i almost slept in every class

just manage to concentrate in Chemistry

back to hostel after class

straight away sleep for 2 hours

woke up at 8

and went for training. :)

dun blame me

i got scold

but i just wanna get myself more energetic

and expel the heat in my body

instead of just lying on the bed.

After that

getting better

so no need worry about me la.

almost recover but still sick now :(

................................................................................................................................

Thursday met with yanjang

he came here for scholarship interview

i was curious about my interview for scholarship

but i din ask much due to my fever

friday went back home

told my parents

they ask me go ask for an answer

text-ed 1 of my Counselor

There's much better if i dun ask at all

she told me due to my family income

she is hard to shortlist me as interview candidates

she stated that there's some

came from single parent,

yearly income less than 30k,

and others.

Alright,

Im fine if i cant manage to get my scholarship if they need it

but how about

that one who got a millionaire dad supporting him,

who can earn his own pocket money for RM 1000 per month.

WHY?

why these kind of ppl could manage to get it but i cant?

Leadership Scholarship?

I cant deny i still got alot to improve to be a better leader,

but

after i came into Inti for 3 month

i met and worked with a number of people who holding

so called Leadership Scholarship

and

I can ensure that

I am 100% better than some of them

I just cant understand

since they called it as Leadership Scholarship

why are they still judge by family income?

I admit that

My family income for these 2 years are consider above average

but this is only for 2 or 3 more years!

few years later

my dad gonna retire

and my family income will cut down 70%!

but they still need to pay for my fees!

how about my sibling?!

they need it too!

and yet

my bro is just 1 year younger than me

do you think he doesn't need any funds?

and my younger sister is only form 1 this year! there's long way for her.

I asked be4 i came into Inti,

and the counselor told me most probably i'll get a full scholarship

thats why i came to here

here isn't near form my house, my secondary school

since i came to study,

i missed the chances teaching in TTC for experience,

i missed the chances to go back on Saturday to advice my scout juniors,

i missed the chance to gather with my society partners,

i missed a lot of fun with my Old schoolmates

i missed my time to get my car license.

if i cant get any scholarships,

what for i came to INTI?

why not i just wait for march intake,

taking my SPM results and my Testimonial,

randomly look for a college who offered me 100% scholarship?

instead of going all the way to Nilai

for nothing.

This is just unfair

Those Geek or Idiot who just know how to hide in their rooms

manage to get their so called Leadership Scholarship.

What a shame.

anyway.

i cant blame anyone.

If yes, just blame me why I over relied toward Inti

I'll still continue studying in Inti

but I'll make them regret

for not giving me the scholarship

I'm not good in study

but I'll try my best to get above 3.5 for my CG PA

and yet

I'll prove to them

Who's the one

who deserve for the scholarship

by organizing tons of events and activities

instead of Just know how to talk

or Hiding inside the room

DAMN IT

We shall see.

Friendly Match

2010-03-24T10:49:00.000-07:00

Went to UiTM for Handball Friendly Match.

reached there at 5 something.

Played with TARC and UiTM

Leslee Told us about their weakness and also their main player.

We drew with UiTM and won TARC

9-9 draw

and

8-5 won

Din manage to score. just assist

GAH!

im just too small size to break their wall.

LOL!

gotta eat more edi.

anyway.

this is a good start. at least i know where should i improve.

Train More.

Vs TARC

Inti UC Team

Group Photo.

Dun Twisted Ankle Again Lah!!!

signing off,

c17

Go - Boys like Girls

2010-03-23T10:13:00.000-07:00

Little change of the heart
Little light in the dark
Little hope that you just might find your way up out of here
‘Cause you’ve been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope that today you’ll face your fears

Yeah I know that it’s not easy
I know that it’s so hard
Follow the lights to the city
And get up and

Go, take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah I know you can make it through
‘Cause I believe in you
So let’s go put up a fight
Let’s go make everything alright
Go on and take a shot go give it all you got

Oh yeah I know that it’s not easy
I know that it’s hard
Yeah it’s not always pretty

Get up and go,
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life falling on
Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath and move along
You could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Don’t wanna wake up to the telephone ring
Are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
Enough is enough, you can stop waiting to breathe
And don’t wait up for me

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
You can spend your whole life holding on

Don’t look back just go
Take a breath and move along
You could spend your whole life holding on
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on

Don’t look back just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don’t spend your whole life holding on

Yeah

...............................................................................................................

just keep going on.

i will not give up in this stage.

i'll prove that

academics and organizing events

wasn't a hard way.

give me sometimes

i'll let the whole Inti

know my name

ONG CHANG MENG

signing off,

GOOD LUCK

SHOW SOME COLOURS K?

c17

Stupid

2010-03-18T14:18:00.000-07:00

3am

only close my eyes wasn't a fresh thing for me.

since January i came into INTI,

from starting wanna stay up late only going to sleep.

until now wish to sleep early.

just few words.

College life seriously wasn't the same as high school life.

but 1 thing i wont be regret

is i went to Inti Nilai and stayed in the hostel here.

although eveyday stay up till 3am for assignments and reports

but i still got a bunch of friends with me.

we stayed up late together

discuss together,

compared to those who do your assignment alone at home.

i admit that

I were much better.

this week seriously killing me.

already the 4th day

i slept at 3 something almost 4

Assignments, Reports, Events

hope everything will be done on time.

credit - 38 Ms. PRO :D

im still doing the stupid thing

which i know the result may disappointed me

:( sigh

what should i do?

signing off,

c17

Updated :)

2010-03-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

Last Week for the Test 1

English and Chemistry.

As usual

Studied Chemistry until 4am.

LOL

and i missed the class next morning

1st time. :(

Staying back late for Prize Giving Ceremony.

the past week Sport Fiesta.

We got Champion for Frisbee

and also 1st runner up for Handball. :)

after that

went back to home.

the next day SPM result will be released

but i wasn't have any feeling.

its like...

so normal.

Thursday

went back to TTC in the morning.

they changed alot.

i miss the life in TTC

Lots of new faces.

new tutors and new students.

after that.

went into school.

wish can talk to you face to face more.

perhaps? :)

waited the result for 3 hours.

finally.

but then

that wasn't what i expected.

its lower. :(

anyway. im okay now. dun ever mention that anymore. :)

went to Midvalley with Ex-classmates.

had a lunch with them

after that rush back to home and pack

went back to hostel for handball.

seriously.

Sports make me feel happy.

dunno why.

just

hope the following will be nice. :)

and yet.

Im still doing something stupid.

Am i doing the right thing? :)

imstillthenoob:)

signing off,

c17

Fully Booked Week

2010-03-05T06:14:00.000-08:00

Previous week was seriously busier than weeks be4.

start from Sunday

Went back to Hostel at 3pm something

attended Club meeting which we'll organize a camp for secondary school student

during June holidays :)

after that was dinner

and then time for Studying

the useless subject - Basic Computing

studied until 12 something.

went out for Burger with Xingkun and Darren

oh ya. Darren is my classmate, Johor Segamat guy.

Quite Leng Zai leh

too bad got gf edi. no more chance to introduce.

haha

after that continue studying until 3 something.

2nd day

was the test for basic computing.

until 6pm.

went back and start studying again.

(no doubt, this called last minute XD)

this time was MPW.

Malaysian Studies.

gah. another Sejarah which in English Version

same like yesterday.

Burger again.

3rd day

finish the MPW test.

Went for Frisbee form 6 till 8.

Joined a team with Mun Hon, Xingkun, and 3 more.

for 2moro competition.

den went for meeting again.

meet until midnight 12am. =.=

imagine that, 2moro still got test

but then no burger that day.

4th day

had my General Studies test.

after that was relax coz no more tests for this week.

finish class at 4

boring chemistry.

rush back to hostel.

changed my attire.

went to the field with Xingkun,

unexpected. we got champion for the competition. LOL

seriously.

coz our team besides me, Xingkun and Mun Hon,

another 3 were just played frisbee this year.

thanks to Mun Hon sending.

his Sending was perfeect! :)

After that

went back hostel for Chemistry report. :)

as usual, Burger again. haha

someone asked me dun eat too much.

but then there's nothing to eat and the burger is niceeee. XD

Thursday

morning and afternoon was normal.

whole day was rushing for chemistry report again.. :)

went for frisbee at 6 again.

wearing slippers wasn't a good idea.

its slow down your speed.

anyway. went to handball competition at 7.45

finished warmed up

the competition began

did quite lots of mistakes.

haih. still need to improve my cutting in for goals.

unfortunately, just 2nd.

at 1st still thought can get 1st tim.

btw.

"2nd is better than nothing" huh :)

Burger again. XD

Overall,

Im quite enjoyed the week.

canceled off the tests of course.

next week still got another 2 tests.

wish me good luck

Spm results coming, :0

fully support?

forget it?

signing off,

c17

2010-03-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

人不为己，天诛地灭

讲就天下无敌，做就无能为力

At 1st i dun really believe these 2 sentence

but then

i think i was wrong

hmm..

signing off,

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Farewell

2010-02-26T23:50:00.000-08:00

Specially for the Alien Ng,

He went to Switzerland on Thursday,

something like HomeStay program

1 year cannot see his Noob face and voice edi.

might be missing him tim.

haha

anyway. Darren, Justin and Chen Yi went to Inti and fetched me

We went to Airport that day

8 of them going,

7 cry like hell,

only him laugh here and there,

not even 1 drop tear

LOL

anyway.

wish him all the best since he's not coming back for 1 year,

remember my present.

haha

and another one. who went to Canada when Im not in Malaysia.

The Noobest ever, Sie Wayne

He went Canada last year December.

Din even have a chance to have a farewell with him since after SPM last day.

now still abit miss his sh-ness edi.

haha.

hope he's doing good now.

and he's coming back during July that time i thnk.

haha

Good Luck you 2. :)

still, complicated. :)

signing off,

c17

Friends

2010-02-21T08:27:00.000-08:00

Sunday

was the last day for Chinese New Year

be4 i went back to Hostel

and i could say

this day was the day 2nd one i enjoyed much

1st was outing with the LM ppl.

sorry Yu Bin that i cant go for his Farewell party.

No transport for me.

i owe you once. :)

morning wasn't good to me.

what a bad news i received when i woke up, just forget it

anyway.

today was actually Ling Ming's birthday party.

but then be4 that we planned to go Khan's house

obviously

for angpao :)

den reach Ling Ming House at 4 something

we went for Futsal near Ling Ming House there

with all the scouts and Cheng Hoe

after that was the party and

yet

i enjoyed talking with them for the whole night

at 1st was i gotta rush back and pack my things

going back hostel

but then

my dad called me and say

2moro oni fetch me back because lazy.

LOL

and later on

We went Leng Hue's house

haha.

her house waas just 2 street back from ling ming's one.

and i found that

her dad like to drink chinese tea too.

LOL just like my parents

i thought my parents already crazy enough for tea.

and now i found another more crazy one. haha

drank lots of chinese tea there.

haha

Ling Ming

I know him be4 i entered Chs,

we went to the same tuition centre,

after that, Scouts

and we 2 was like very close

i went to his you almost once a week.

LOL

but then

we had a fight during form 4

and you leave scout because of family problem.

we seems like din talk much edi.

generally, lost contact. LOL

but now connect back edi. haha

anyway. still sorry about that fight,

还小不懂事,

hope you dun mind. :D

In case you dunno, He's the left side one

specs with a darker skin compare with another wearing specs. LOL

just to wish Him,

Happy birthday again.

his one is on 23rd Feb.

hope few more years later was a red invitation card. XD

hehe

all the best and good luck yo!

and another thing.

i met back my Scouts gang.

finally.

i missed the day we played football under the rain together,

i missed the day we camped in the forest together,

i missed the day we pumped by senior together,

Scouts was the one i spent almost my whole secondary school life time.

just wished that all of us

just keep in touch

^.^

Its all over :)

signing off,

c17

2010-02-20T02:59:00.000-08:00

I WANT THIS BADLY!

CAN I GET ONE?

*wink*

haha

Chinese New Year

2010-02-17T20:46:00.000-08:00

14th February

Chinese new year + Valentines day

lots of ppl asking

celebrate with family or another half.

LOL no choice for me.

just family.

anyway. this year was abit boring than last year.

dunno why.

went back to hometown Taiping

but then maybe everyone was grown up

cousins were all going out with friends.

no more cousins and cousins

LOL

end up with hanging around alone or with family.

if not.

stay at home.

anyway.

saw lots of couple at the shopping mall there

cinema was full with ppl.

but then i manage to watched 3 movie during that holiday.

will be increase. LOL

and yet.

all the aunties & uncles were keep asking me when i wanna look for a girlfriend.

included my parents

which i know they may stop me if i really got 1.

LOL

as usual.

my family doesn't like to take pictures.

so no pictures to show the pimples on my face. XD

oh ya!

finally i found 1 picture which really air jump during frisbee.

not the fake one which taken during my langkawi class trip.

LOL

Nottingham open

haha.

alright.

back to topic

after chinese new year holiday was all the tests

gotta really study edi.

4.0 will not be impossible.

watch out.

lastly.

Happie Chinese New Year

Happie Valentines day!

*although its very late*

LOL!

good luck.

To Be Or Not To Be,

signing off,

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Nottingham Open

2010-02-07T10:45:00.000-08:00

Nottigham Open.

the competition which waste my 3 months effort.

3 months time

make my skin getting fair.

but then

because of this competition.

1 days my skin back to normal.

LOL

even Yu Bin said that

WA CHANG MENG BECOME SO FAIR EDI ONE?

thats morning 7.45am

OKAY NO DIFFERENCE EDI LA, BACK TO NORMAL.

Thats afternoon 4pm.

see the difference?

LOL

but then still

i din regret for joining this competition.

this is my very 1st competition.

i mean outside school

no doubt

everyone was thinking that

im so active in sports

impossible this is my 1st outside competition.

but then

from this competition,

i got my 1st jersey,

1st competition experience.

i cant say i did very well during the competition,

still need to improve lots.

especially high jumps and handling.

anyway

thanks to Inti StringRay, Kelvian, Ji Mi, Yee Ler

they gave the chance for me to join this.

i gain new friends, new experience

all the best

i believe in the future,

Inti Stingray will be the famous team in Malaysia.

OH YEAH!

check it out EL-NINOS!

haha

and thanks Ethan for giving me his jersey.

for the new red jersey, coz im consider newbies

so my number has beed selected by someone.

but dun worry

23 will be shinning in the future.

haha

No.23 Jersey which Ethan gave me.

picture edited by Jaslyne

StingRays group photo

sorry if i din reply your msg,

these few days im quite busy.

signing off,

c17

Friends

2010-01-30T08:25:00.000-08:00

Already 3 weeks i went into Inti.
and
Maybe i should introduce those noob that i knew
after i came into Inti life.
those who eating dinner everyday together and also
mamak stall after 12am.

Louis, the one i thought a girl in my 1st sight to him.
hair bloody long.
just used up RM 250 for his hair.
Sabah guy.

Teck Hui,
our handball club chairman,
also a lame joker. keep langu-ing oni
same age with Les Lee and KK.

KK
dunno his full name. just KK. LOL
Tennis Chairperson,
same age with Les Lee and Teck Hui
compared to them, he's quite a serious guy.

Charles
Pangkor Guy
elder than me 1 year
our hot chick scanner,
he can scan every girl within few seconds
i dun even notice a girl pass by
and he already know what keychain hanging on her cellphone.

Les Lee, elder than me 3 years but i thought he was 23.
the one who can keep talking non-stop at 2am
while everyone just laughing like hell.
our handball captain.

Bing Hao
Johor and same age,
scouts too, he's quite active in secondary school too,
few clubs president. LOL
but his face, haha!
as xingkun said, look cute. LOL
his class damn lots of girls stick to him.
but then still. cool guy.

Leon, elder than me 1 year
Kampar,
Looks very mature.
but then, act macam small kid,
the way he talk very dao gei.
LOL!

Laast but not least.
the ever noob xingkun
the one who keep annoying me in the room,
shouting loud wiith no reason.
futher more? no need explain.
you shall know.

so these are those who yumcha and dinner with me for these 3 weeks
but then
we're not the same class.
maybe later i'll post some of my classmate.
gah.
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signing off,
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1 week Gone.

2010-01-29T18:02:00.001-08:00

*blow*

and yet.

1 week gone since last week.

nowadays seriously dun feel like blogging weih!

1st due to the suck internet in hostel.

11Mbps sometimes maybe dropped to 5.5Mbps.

2nd was my college life was starting to be busier than past few weeks.

Frisbee, Tennis, Handball, assignment, Proposal, Lab Report

my schedule was full with these activities.

currently in charge of organizing a night for the whole Inti-ians

specially those who just new to Inti.

every night was just packed with activities.

almost everyday.

6pm leave hostel.

2am only back to hostel

of course not only study or sports for straight 6 hours.

glad to say that i got a bunch of friends there.

we always come out to have a chat at mamak stall after all of us done our things.

i enjoyed talking with them

xingkun, bing hao, leon, charls, louis, leslee, teck hui, KK and all.

and 1 more.

if i could choose again whether is subang or nilai now.

100%

i'll choose Nilai.

trust me,

you won't be regret,

of course you dun isolate yourself inside hostel.

interact with others and you'll found the fun.

and to everyone who miss me.

I'm fine,

dun worry about me.

haha.

chances?haha

signing off,

c17

Flash back

2010-01-20T01:11:00.000-08:00

still.

i cant forget everything in my secondary school.

currently living in the hostel with xingkun

and now,

Inti had started all the club and society's activities.

and both of us talked quite a few times

during the night be4 we fell in sleep.

we talked back our secondary school's clubs thing.

he got his own stories.

and i have mine.

and i realize

the most i regret for.

is something that i din achieved

the target i set when i got my committee in different club

but till the end of my curriculum life.

i failed to fulfill it

i set quite lot of target for my 3 different club.

but in the end,

none of them end with the target i set.

suddenly flash back.

what if i determine with my decision?

will everything change?

hmm.

Frisbee, Handball, Tennis, Social Board, Stact Club,

we shall see.

Inti Campus's internet memang suck,

not gonna post something everyday,

if you wanna read pls be patient.

LOL!

signing off,

c17

Love Forever

2010-01-20T01:00:00.000-08:00

officially,

Mr Lim You Tian

is not single anymore.

anyway! 、

我会好好做人

this sentence which i heard in his speech.

hope next year i manage to attend his child's full moon dinner.

to be continue,

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I'm here again.

2010-01-07T02:32:00.000-08:00

you must be curious.

why I'm here again.

compared to last few years,

i was more often blogging.

and you think is my college is boring?

nah!!

its just haven't started yet.

next monday will be the exhibition day.

time to join some clubs

and yeap as i mentioned in previous post.

planned to join Frisbee and Tennis club.

if possible will try handball too.

i join Inti just for club and sports?

hell no!

i got my 1st assignment tho

and guess what. thats malaysian studies.

means all about Secondary history again.

damn it.

anyway.

teacher gave us 10 week to hand in.

but me and xingkun decided to hand in next week or latest next next week,

this is our plan.

During the class?

i think

I THINK ONLY!

few of my classmate start mm song xingkun edi,

LOL!

due to his theory

wanna get good impression from lecturer

both of us was start giving answer when lecturer asked something.

my class was boring. everyone just antisocial one.

maybe just starting.

dunno. maybe few weeks later will be better,

and i do miss you guys now. LOL

maybe few weeks later when im going back

come out for teatime? haha

and my math teacher not really good.

scared about it now. XD

all the best to those who started their college life.

and also pls dun waste time for those who haven't start yet.

form 4 and 5

PLS go TTC for Physic tution.

you won't be regret.

oh yeah!!

add math dunno personally can come to ask me.

no need go tuition one. LOL!

come saja. dun be shy. haha

all the best everyone.

din bring my camera.

can't snap picture here. XD

signing off,

c17

college life started.

2010-01-05T08:18:00.000-08:00

2010

college life started.

went to Inti University College

taking Foundation in Engineering

12 classmates.

9 boys 3 girls.

LOL

anyway. thats not the point.

so!

1st and 2nd day gone.

not really busy like hell.

but i got my 1st assignment for college.

something like our History project

the difference is not only paper work.

we need to do a presentation too.

sien.

anyway. roughly still consider okay.

waiting for the exhibition day.

planning to join frisbee and tennis club.

aiming for president again.

gotta fight with xingkun.

lets see how.

haha.

anyway.

i do like the life here if dun count the secondary school friends

the facilities here is good. i love it much.

just the wifi here. suck like hell..

and maybe i need to renew my laptop.

everything here was old.

maybe few months later.

anyway! wish me good luck.

and probably i dun have much time to blog.

due to the sports here is interesting.

haha. again.

dun miss me.

thank you.

signing off,

c17

2009 gone, here comes 2010

2010-01-03T05:51:00.000-08:00

2010.

Count downed with the scouts at cheng yeh's house.

we played for 2 hours basketball be4 that.

and then will be the shouting on 1second of 2010.

haha.

maybe this will be the last time to see some of them.

again. friends leaving.

Yeh going Pinang,

or should say im leaving too.

just not too far and cant come back often.

1st day of 2010.

went to Dang Yao's house for Open house

again. some of them leaving.

Justin Penang,

Zhen Xuan Jun Yang Sze en national service

still got others lar.

too bad.

and. sorry guys. cant make it to Sunway steamboat.

Semester Break again?

hope so larr. haha

2nd of Jan

can't believe.

Frisbee was the 1st sports i played in 2010.

although basketball was just 1 sec be4 2010. haha

friendly match against USJ 8

played not bad gua.

we won by 2 points.

still gotta improve stamina and defense.

went back to TTC.

and also physic department.

haha. sorry last minutes ffk.

you guys will make it one la! everyone was better than me.

so dun worry la.

Physic department will still be the top one. XD

i'll visit you all when i'm back.

3rd Jan.

the 1st day i stepped into Inti's Hostel.

same room with Xingkun.

he brought me to every single place

and knew 3 more new friends

2mro will be the 1st day of class.

study hard lar!!

dun ruin my foundation.

woolala!!

and officially.

i joined UNIVERSITY LIFE.

dun miss me pls. haha

all the best everyone!

signing off,

c17

stress started

2009-12-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

dunno why.

and dun ask me why.

i just feel like stressful now.

everything was not in my plan.

the whole thing ruined

seriously it was out of my plan.

gotta find some way to fix it.

Damn it.

someone just help me

secretly.

I Said I'll Be Back

2009-12-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

Well.
so finally,
12 days marathon trips ended.
and lots of things happen which i dunno yet.
too bad.
anyway.
Just start from the prom night which
all of us spent much money for the few hours.

and then followed by the so called 5s2 AWESOME trip

Day 1,

Whole day was taken by traveling in the bus, ferry, and again bus. at night we had our Bbq dinner. be4 that was Frisbee, sea water and syeok Sendiri. lazy again. let the pic tell the story larr!! back to hotel, again syeok Sendiri. Thought everyone slept too much on the bus, then will stay till very late. Mana Tau, even Paul they all slept at 11 something. Left few of us went down looking for food, at last found that burger stall. Not bad. Quite nice. and also some 5% alcohol drinks. LOL 5% only arr! we are good kids. XD

Day 2,
Went to the cable car dunno what rock mountain. there's nothing much different after i went there 6 years ago. still the same, the same cable car, the same stall, the same view, the same bridge. again, Pictures. After that was Geopark, looking for the fishes, eagles and bats. LOL dunno why, Eng Hean just love these. Then is our so called Seafood Dinner which full with Chicken, Taufu, Vegetables, and the only "seafood" one river fish. AWESOME. After that all of us gathered at 1 room. We played games and that we talked Heart to Heart. should take some pics larr!! regret edi. After that we went to the beach at 3am looking for Ostracod.

Day 3,
Move to Penang, guess what, Everyone was saying Penang is so boring and nothing to do with it.
but then, we visit the lousy Toy Musuem. that was worst than i expected, the toys were full with

dirts and the place was crowded. SIEN. but after that. we went to beach again. and this is the place which i saw everyone enjoying it. 1st was Frisbee, then Banana Boat, last Jet Ski dominate our activities. everyone was fighting for the Jet Ski. LOL. then night went to Gurney Drive for our dinner. LOL. still feel that not really special yet. anyway. went to the hotel we lived. tour guide told me maybe i should follow s7's bus coz they're not going Kek Lok Si. so decided to follow them scared cannot reach by time. At night was the Mafia Night. Played till 4 something. Wish to spend longer time coz 2moro i'll not able to play with them anymore. But too bad. everyone slept at last.

Day 4,
Was the boring day. went s7's bus and sat on the front. 8 hours on the bus. almost 5 hours used for sleeping and another 3 for lunch and psp. LOL. banyak sien. heard that i missed lots of fun in S2's bus. too bad. no more chance edi. Blame my mom booked ticket for me. Reached around 7. rush back to home. 30 minutes preparation. off to AirPort.

coming up next.... BEIJING, CHINA

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signing off,
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Off To Trips!!

2009-12-16T09:29:00.001-08:00

oh yeah!!!
just back from the Prom.
3 more hours im gonna go to 7-11
not to buy suppers or drinks.
but gather with my classmates.
and of course.
just class trip.
it quite abit rush for me larr!!
17-20 December will be my class trip
while
after my class trip.
20th December. 11pm
you''ll meet me at the airport!
im flying to Beijing that night!
come back to KL not even 6 hours.
too bad
no more mousehunt!!
LOL
anyway. i'll bring my laptop there.
definitely with Wifi.
you'll see me on9.
dun miss me too much.
I'll be back!

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enjoy working and studying! XD

signing off,
C17

Off To Trips!!

2009-12-16T09:29:00.000-08:00

Mouse Hunt PeepS!

2009-12-06T07:57:00.000-08:00

Mouse Hunt Peeps!

Guess what i found in Giant Supermarket.
maybe some of you found it be4,
but still.
cant imagine this is real cheese.
LOL!

cheedar which newbie using.

Brie cheese

and also gouda!
LOL!

anyway.
bought everything i need.
still left 1 vest.
wanna buy or not leh?

chemistry arrr...
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signing off,
c17

Cutie

2009-12-03T06:30:00.000-08:00

when everyone's busy for BIO and ACCOUNT.
and im still playing with my little cousin.
LOL.

LaLa Shin!
i think she's cuter than your Megan larr!!!
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and my birthday..

as usual

nothing special.

Older 1 year.

sad case T.T

signing off,
c17

YOU GOTTA LISTEN THIS!!

2009-12-03T05:58:00.000-08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

dun clear??
here's the lyrics.

Vacation
i know a girl whos obsessed with a guy
she talks for hours and still tomorrow
she'll call again and when he thinks that this could be the end,
she calls again
at six in the morning she waits at the door
he tells her to leave but still tomorrow shell be ther again
she wont let go

cant you just go somewhere on vacation?
i could book your flight
and pack your bags
if you want
a one way ticket out of my life
watching you fly away
i never liked you

she dosent care if he trys to ignore
he runs away but still she follows
shell try again
she likes to think shell get him in the end
yeah

cant you just go somewhere on vacation?
i could book your flight
and pack your bags
if you want
a one way ticket out of my life
watching you fly away
i never liked you
i never wanted you
i never liked you
i never wanted you, whoa

cant you just go somewhere on vacation?
i could book your flight
and pack your bags
if you want
a one way ticket out of my life
watching you fly away
i never liked you
i never wanted you
i never liked you
im not in love with you

5 more days!!

2009-11-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

OH YEAH!
5 more days to the end.
30th Nov, 1st, 3rd, 8th, 14th Dec
after that we'll say bye bye to SPM!!
waiting for this day for 5 years.
and yet
i gotta study seriously for my college
this time was the serious one.
talk to my mom yesterday afternoon.
realize lots of things.
Inti college, Leeds University.
these place will be my ending
for my education life.
tuition fees, life expenses
and also 1st time no more free course.
T.T

SPM
looks like everyone hope it will over
but yet.
thats the last time and chances
which gathered all of us again.
after SPM.
i wonder will we gather together again like now.
honestly.
i love school
not because of academic
but the life enjoying with my friends.
classmates, Scouts, LM committees,School Friends.
5 years.
make me lots of difference.
how i wish
it won come to the end.
oh yea.
I'll fulfill my promise
if i manage to make it.
LOL.
HOPE SO.
last but not least
ALL THE BEST

I'll miss lots of fun without them! LOL
and guess what.
i found this pic. LOL
such a big difference.
stay stunned
NGAN DANG YAO!

bye bye
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signing off,
c17

Hospital? oh god.

2009-11-13T18:23:00.000-08:00

12 November 2009
Thursday
5.48pm

"eh Zhi Jian can fetch Yeng Joe to hospital? he knocked his head."
"*give the face* =.=" "dun play la"
"I'm serious!!"
everyone rush to toilet.
Yeng Joe was washing his cut.
whole floor was nth but just blood.
sent him to hospital within 5 minutes.
The cut was deep and big.
but luckily.
he feels nothing.
not even pain.
i mean after 10-15 minutes he knocked his head.
and i took 2 pics be4 and after while waiting the doctor.
and conclusion is.
Yeng Joe is nothing but will left a big big scar i think.
he still manage to give out all the point
when yan jang ask him about Falsasah all those Sejarah thing.
and answered all my physic formula.
played with my phone,
ask phone from me and prank call Xing Kun,
check dictionary while reading newspaper,
play with the wheel chair.
LOL.
but something gotta say.
if you really in a rush.
Dun go UM.
such a waste of time.
luckily Yeng Joe's head wasn't a big injury.
if not...
we went to emergency lane.
and the nurse just put one bandage there
(which we do immediately after he knocked his head)
and ask us go counter register.
after that wait for about 1 hour.
the doctor sort of playing with his cut.
and ask him to get a X-ray check.
then wait again. 1 hour later look for the doctor again.
not even 5 minutes.
wait another 1hour to sew? LOL the cut.
another 40 minutes to wait until he come out.
see the time taken?
wonder how if someone keep bleeding.
still need to wait?
anyway. Yeng Joe wanna thanks all those who came to visit him
and also caring about him one.
SPM getting nearer.
TAKE CARE everyone.
and
this is the pic after we sent him to hospital after 5 minutes.

and after 15 minutes.
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LOL. see the difference.

and also the cut. about 7 cm long and 0.5-1cm deep?
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Sunday? My 1.2k. T.T

2009-11-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

Sunday morning was a wonderful day.
parents went out for their breakfast with my uncle.
left we 3 little KIDS at home.
and obviously.
1 television, 1 laptop, and 1 Pc.
thats it. my morning gone.
planned to study at afternoon.
sounds like a huge plan.

12.27 pm.
parents came back.
" tidy up yourself, we're going sunway pyramid in 5 minutes"
wtf? my studies.
*priang!!*
off to sunway pyramid.
no wonder.
they wanna buy their shirts and shoes.
planned to buy my prom night stuff
at last. LATER la.
den pass by Foto Kem.
Dad suddenly said that wanna buy a new camera.
and he ask me to choose one for my personal.
LOL
the reason is year end my bro going taiwan.
not enough camera.
wtf.
at last choose one.
Olympuc Stylus 9000.
not bad la.
quite love it.
and 5 more minutes later.
1.2 k gone. T.T

the only 2 colour. i wanna buy purple one. LOL
i choose this. 12 meagapixel and 10 optical zoom punya.

exam coming & im still slacking. LOL
die edi this time.
ha! good luck 2moro.
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signing off,
C17