Updates.

Well,

since someone said that my blog din update for quite along time.

Maybe i'll just post something up.

Recently,

Holding few events in my hand.

Organizing Chairperson for INTI Ultimate Open 2011

Organizing Chairperson for Youth Camp 6

Organizing Chairperson for INTI Marathon 2011

Well, thats not the point i wish to point out.

Sometime just wondering.

What am I doing right now.

I admit.

Im taking the ONLY freaking subject.

yea. result sucks made me need to retake it again.

Taking only 1 subject doesn't mean that I'm FREAKING free.

Everything push to me

and expect me to give you a solution

which the others do nothing at all.

As we standing on the same line

Aren't we should be doing the same thing.

Or AT LEAST share some of my workload.

Just because Im active in organizing events?

Or maybe as you guys said

Im more experience in organizing?

If you said so.

What for Im paying the half of the tuition fee

while you guys just need to do nothing and pay zero?

Honestly speaking,

In the whole group,

Am I the only one who just doing something?

Dun count the responsibility of your post.

although some of you dun even do your job.

Ask yourself.

Im not complaining or what.

Im busying with 2 big events right now

and you pushed a new one to me.

I dun mind to lead it

but at least.

show me that all of you guys at least are doing something

but not just every time meeting

talking crap, fooling around

in the end,

do nothing.

and im the only one doing everything again.

No people want to hold the event

SO DO I,

Dun tell me that because Im only holding 1 subject.

1 Subject no need to study,

1 Subject no tests. no assignments?

IF you realize,

What the others doing?

I dare to tell you.

NOTHING

Not at all.

This problem pissed me off for a long time.

I dun wanna mention it out

cause i still treat you guys as a whole gang

i dun wan offend anyone

although i dunno what will they think if i voice out

scolding behind me cause im pissing them off?

or maybe they will really be ashamed for not doing anything.

I dunno

I did alot of preparation stuff,

research, I did,

Discussion, I did as well.

But won't you know an event need everyone to work together so that it can be success?

So far,

who can i work with?

2? or 3 ppl?

I admit,

Im not a good leader.

One of the event proved me that im not a good one.

Now i realize what it meant by

Higher expectation, Higher Disappointment.

Im now trying my best.

to make the coming one better.

Im not pointing anyone,

Im just wanna release everything out.

If you wanna related it to yourself.

I cant say anything

Just a sorry will do i guess.

This blog dead for few months

and you're consider lucky if you're reading this post right now

after you finish reading

just keep quiet

and keep this for your own

dun ask

dun say anything

and dun criticize anyone.

Thats all

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at least, i feel relieved after posting this,

Signing off,

c17